Studying for this exam and sitting it was one of the most anxiety-inducing things I have ever done. I felt unprepared and without direction, and everything I had heard about it beforehand was frightening. People were taking it two, three, four times.
What got me was the thought of going back to the drawing board without knowing where I had gone wrong — and then spending another forty-five days doing the same thing again. I still have dreams where I have not actually taken it yet and have to do all of this over.
I passed using five different resources. Full programs, apps, podcasts, practice tests, all of them partly overlapping and none of them telling me what actually mattered. I wanted one thing that would.
So that is what this is.